Total pages in book: 90
Estimated words: 83786 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 419(@200wpm)___ 335(@250wpm)___ 279(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 83786 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 419(@200wpm)___ 335(@250wpm)___ 279(@300wpm)
Or from the scars.
I cross to him and press my hand to the line of nearly perfect circles running from his stomach up to the center of his chest. Cigarette burns. I’ve seen the like in the orphanage, though these are so old, they’re nearly clear and shiny, barely raised at all. I lift my gaze to Zeus’s—except he’s not Zeus in this moment, is he?
He’s Perseus.
There’s no need to ask who did this. Only one person would dare touch one of the Kasios family, let alone the heir. The king of monsters, the one who harmed Circe and so many others, the one who sent my sister running into the arms of Hades, the one who imprinted his violence and ambition into the blood and bones of every single one of his children.
If I trusted Perseus enough to open the door to my heart even a sliver, I would ask him about his childhood. I would confess that there’s no lover in my bed, secret or otherwise, and there hasn’t been since I agreed to marry him. I would tell him all the fucked-up shit that happened today. Even if he isn’t one to comfort, I have no doubt he’d destroy both Hermes and Circe…if he could find them.
It’s too late. There’s no hope for us. If I can’t bring myself to shove him off a building, I’m still not going to step between him and the bullet coming for him, regardless of who holds the gun. Hermes or Circe, the end result is the same.
I don’t ask him about the scars. I pretend not to notice the raw look on his face. Instead, I walk to the light switch and flick it off.
Guilt threatens to rise in the new blanket of shadows covering us, in the way he exhales so carefully. I cross back to him and press my hands to his chest again, this time to push him down onto the bed. The moonlight coming through the window is too bright, showing the long lines of his body as he props himself on his elbows to watch me undress.
There’s no telling how much detail he can see, but I make quick work of my clothing and straddle his hips. “I want it hard and fast.” No point in pretending I don’t need this. Truth be told, there hasn’t been a reason to pretend I’m going through the motions for a long time, but I’ll die before I admit it.
“No.”
The simple word is the only warning I get before he rolls us, pinning me easily in my shock. Zeus never tells me no. Not when it comes to sex. “What?”
“It’s a simple word, Callisto.” Gone is the sharp bite of his words, replaced by something deep and sensual. It scares me. Not because I’m afraid of what he might do to me, but because it’s never been like this. We’ve always been two bodies meeting in pleasure, colliding in orgasms, wrestling for dominance. It’s harsh and demanding and so much pleasure that, at times, I feel like I might die of it. Even earlier today in the bar, there was no softness, only carefully honed cruelty.
I don’t know what to do with soft. It threatens to buckle things inside me that I need to stay strong. I say the only thing I can, the only thing that I know hurts him. “I hate you.”
“I know.” He catches my hands and presses them on either side of my head. “You might need hard and fast, but I need to feel you come apart on my tongue.”
I open my mouth to argue…I think…but nothing comes out except, “Okay.”
Perseus—because, damn it, this is Perseus, not Zeus—kisses me and releases my hands. I barely have time to register the freedom before he drags his mouth down my sternum and over my stomach. He pauses and I have a moment of pure panic wondering if he notices the faint curve that wasn’t there a few weeks ago. It’s not enough to scream pregnant, but my clothes aren’t fitting properly anymore, and Perseus is the only one who’s ever this close to me.
But he doesn’t sit up and accuse me of hiding a pregnancy from him. He keeps descending to push my thighs wide, baring me completely. There’s no space for shyness, not that he gives me the opportunity to even consider experiencing it. Not when his mouth immediately covers me, his tongue parting my folds to roll against my clit. We fucked earlier today and I came multiple times. I shouldn’t be hovering on the edge because of a single lick.
Then he does it again.
“Fuck,” I breathe. I dig my hands into his hair, not trying to guide him, just holding on and letting him take care of me. Because even as I tell myself I’m imagining things, that’s what this feels like. It’s not cold, it’s not frenzy. It’s…care?