Total pages in book: 168
Estimated words: 160782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 804(@200wpm)___ 643(@250wpm)___ 536(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 160782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 804(@200wpm)___ 643(@250wpm)___ 536(@300wpm)
I frown. “Joshua, that’s oral sex.”
He pulls back and smiles softly. “I haven’t told you this before, Tash, but I don’t do that to other women.”
“What do you mean?” I ask softly.
He shrugs, embarrassed. “When we first broke up when we were young I did it a few times and I didn’t like it. It was too inti- mate, too…different to what we had. So, I stopped doing it altogether.” He takes my hand in his and gently kisses the inside of my wrist. I melt into his eyes, to his touch.
“But you love to do that, Joshua, it’s who you are. I don’t understand.”
He shakes his head and smiles. “No, Tash, that’s not who I am. It’s who we are, when you are with me like that, I know I am getting you ready so that I don’t hurt you. I’m preparing your body to take mine. It’s like…” he pauses as he thinks of the wording. “It’s like you are a part of me, like your body is an extension of mine. Like I can’t live without your taste in my mouth, I can’t get close enough to you…and then when you climax.” He lets out a contented sigh.
He kisses me gently and runs his tongue through my open mouth. God, I love this Joshua, why can’t this part of his personality be here all the time. My arousal starts to pump heavily between my legs.
“That’s how I feel about sex, Josh, making love is something just so beautiful between us that the thought of having mere sex with someone else repulses me. I would rather go without the meaningless act,” I whisper.
He kisses me again and it is the most beautiful passionate kiss that he has ever gifted me with. The emotion behind it brings tears to my eyes.
“I love you,” I whisper.
He smiles shyly and scoops me off the lounge and carries me to bed. “Give me some clarity, my precious girl.”
I giggle in anticipation. He gently lays me on the bed and stands and slowly removes his clothing while not breaking eye contact. His large physical strength is palpable. Natasha, the name is etched down his side, how can one man hold so much power over my body? My legs drop open to the mattress. I couldn’t close them if I tried. His eyes drop to my open sex and he licks his lips and cracks his neck. My nipples harden under his gaze and he reaches out and runs his hand down the length of my body.
“I fucking adore you,” he whispers.
I smile as I pull him down to me. “I need some of that clarity, baby,” I whisper. He smiles deviously as he disappears down my body. He spreads me wide to his gaze with his thumbs and I hold my breath. I always hold my breath as he looks at me but now that I know that he doesn’t do this to anybody else it has just amplified the whole beautiful experience.
“You’re so fucking perfect,” he whispers. His hot tongue slices through my weeping flesh and I whimper as my body bows off the bed.
He stills me. “Sshh baby, let me enjoy you,” he whispers.
I nod as I close my eyes and try to stop myself from bursting into orgasm, as I start to quiver with need.
His tongue starts to lick me in deep long strokes and my hands fall to the back of his head. This is what I love…where everything makes sense, where nothing makes sense and he’s right…perfect clarity.
I start to pant as his mouth takes what it needs from my open body and I convulse into an orgasm. He closes his eyes and groans into me, and I grab the back of his head in reaction.
“Stop,” I stammer, “stop it.” I’m too sensitive.
“Never,” he growls into me, “I will never stop.” He seemingly loses control and picks up my legs and puts them over his shoulders as he really lets his tongue loose. I’m going insane and he gently bites my clitoris and stretches me out to his mouth. Dear God…he’s so damn good at this. My body starts to move by itself and I have lost the art of being submissive. I want this, I want his tongue on me…inside of me. I am moving up and down the mattress as he inserts two fingers and I lurch forward as I climax again. He keeps my legs over his shoulders and leans forward and plunges his large length into me deeply. He stays deep and still, his eyes close as he tries to calm himself and when they reopen, I shudder in anticipation, beautiful gentle Joshua has gone and Mr. Stanton is on top of me. His mouth hangs slack and his eyes are dark with arousal as he holds himself off my body with straightened arms, his open mouth starts to run the length of my neck and he starts to ride me…hard. Long punishing strokes where I know he will take me how he wants, as deep as he wants to, and I can do nothing but hold on and pant.