Total pages in book: 57
Estimated words: 52887 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 264(@200wpm)___ 212(@250wpm)___ 176(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 52887 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 264(@200wpm)___ 212(@250wpm)___ 176(@300wpm)
Does he regret it? I don't. That was a hell of a good first kiss. It was worth the wait.
Chapter Eight
KILLIAN
The smell of sweet sticky cotton candy invades all my senses. I slowly open my eyes and pray that my dream was not a nightmare. When I see wild red hair spread out across my chest and partly in my face, I relax. It was real, and she’s still here. Not only is she here, but she’s wrapped around me. She’s mine.
One of her legs is thrown over me, resting right on my cock. Her arm is draped across my stomach and her head on my chest. My own arm is wrapped around her, keeping her snugly pressed into my side. It’s as though we’ve slept together a million times. There’s a strange familiarity to it, even though it is our first time. But if I’m being honest, that’s how it’s been with my little Zolotse since the moment we met.
Last night I'd had to create space between us before I did something I couldn't take back. I'm not a good man. When I want anything, I simply take it. The thing is, I've never wanted to take a woman before, but what I want more than having my way with every inch of Teddy's soft, delicate body is to make her smile and oddly for her to like me.
No one likes me. I don't like myself most days.
I didn't want to do anything that would risk changing that. Anything that might stop her from crawling into my lap again of her own free will.
I've never been big into jacking off, but sometimes your body needs the release. A rush of adrenaline can do that to you, or waking up with a hard-on. It's the same as scratching an itch.
That is not what it was last night when I was beating off over the toilet, eyes closed as I thought about my dick being in Teddy's soft, welcoming pussy. I'd come so hard it was almost painful, and my dick still hadn't gone down.
When I came back out, she was already asleep. I grabbed one of the chairs and pulled it over to her side of the bed and simply watched her for a few hours trying to figure out what spell she'd cast over me. Not that I wanted an antidote for it. This is the first time I've felt truly alive. I enjoy watching her, talking to her, and every other little detail about her. She’s one of a kind. She’s also mine.
Now that I’ve had a taste of her, there is no going back for either one of us. She sealed her fate when she pressed her soft lips to mine.
A small sigh comes from her, interrupting my thoughts of how I’m going to keep her forever, and she starts to move her legs. I grit my teeth, but a groan still manages to rip free, her leg rubbing against my cock. She has no fucking clue how sexy she is, which only adds to her appeal.
"Huh?" she asks, her head popping up but her eyes still closed.
Slowly she blinks them open, and I expect her to freak out, to forget where she is and why a man three times her size is in bed with her. Instead, I get a bright smile that warms even the darkest parts of my tainted soul.
I don’t deserve to be this close to her, to touch her, or to breathe the same air as this innocent creature. But that’s not going to stop me.
“Sleep okay?” I ask her, wishing she would have slept longer. I enjoy the feel of her body pressed to mine. She nods her head.
“Did I cuddle attack you?” With her hair a mess and her eyes still filled with sleep, she has to be the most adorable creature on this earth. Her grandmother might have had the right idea keeping her tucked away from a world that would taint that. Now that I am here, I can protect her innocence. Any and all tainting will be done by me and only me.
“If this is what ‘cuddle attack’ means, then you can do it to me anytime.”
"I don't know." She strums her fingers on my chest. "Last night you ran from me." Her smile grows. "Which is kind of funny when I really think about it. How could you be scared of me?"
If anyone has the skill set to hurt me, it would be her and her alone. Fuck, I hadn't thought about that until this moment.
"I didn't want to scare you," I tell her, making her brows rise.
"How can I be scared of you? You're the best human ever," she tells me. "Wait, Lily Pad is too." She scrunches her nose. "I mean, it's a close race, but Lily might beat you by this much." She shows a tiny sliver between two fingers.