Total pages in book: 331
Estimated words: 315585 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1578(@200wpm)___ 1262(@250wpm)___ 1052(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 315585 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1578(@200wpm)___ 1262(@250wpm)___ 1052(@300wpm)
“Take it, Eve.” I push it farther into her mouth, and her body shudders when she gags. “You’re doing so well, angel.” Spit and cum flies from her parted lips, and I let go of the dildo.
“You’re going to hold this cock in your mouth. Understand?”
All she can do is whimper.
It’s not too far that she can’t breathe. More hangs out than not, but I want all her holes filled at the same time.
I slide my hands behind her shaking knees, spread them wide, and lean forward. Lowering my lips to her, I kiss her delicate neck while my hips start to move.
All my angel can do is lie here and take it.
EVERETT
I walk over to Saint and Ashtyn’s door and take a deep breath before knocking. I’m going to swallow my pride and make nice. Well, as nice as I can be.
Saint opens it up and smiles at me. “Good morning, Eve.”
I take a step back. “I’m sorry. I thought you’d be in the office with the guys.” Kashton left me in bed over an hour ago.
“I’m headed there now.” He holds the door open with his boot and turns to kiss his wife goodbye before stepping out into the hallway.
Ashtyn takes the door. “Did you need something?”
“May we talk?”
She steps aside, holding her arm out, gesturing for me to enter. I step in, and she lets the door close behind me. I follow her out onto their balcony. It’s a nice day outside.
We both sit at the table, and she stares off into the distance.
“I’m not going to apologize for the things I’ve said or the way I’ve acted,” I inform her.
She laughs softly. “I didn’t think that was why you were here.”
“I don’t expect us to be besties, but since I married your husband’s brother, I feel like we should be able to be in the same room together at the same time.”
All the Spade brothers are on edge and there’s tension. I’m not going to be the reason they’re not getting along. I won’t make Kashton choose between me and them. I know without a doubt he’d choose me, and that’s not fair. They’ve been there for each other their entire lives. I want him to have a family, not take it away.
Ashtyn looks over at me and crosses her arms across her chest. I didn’t think this would be easy. We’re both very stubborn.
I go on at her silence. “I’m not going to pretend to know what you went through.” We’ve all gone through our own personal hell. “But I never knew what it felt like to be cared for by someone until Kashton came along. It feels really good.” I smile. “To be loved. To feel special. So I can only imagine what it must feel like when you had four men that felt that way about you.” I’m including Adam, because even if she doesn’t think so, that man loves her.
Her gaze drops to her lap.
“It must have been hard to return to things not being the same. To see they’ve all moved on. That you’re no longer the center of their world.”
She licks her lips.
“I was so protective of Charlotte because I didn’t want to think my brother could be like all the other Lords that I was around growing up. I always thought he had a big heart, but I was afraid if tempted, he’d take it too far.” Ashtyn is a beautiful woman, and the Spade brothers were raised like all the others—to use women. Loving any woman is a weakness. Plus, I didn’t know if Saint was still sharing her or not.
“I’d never…” She stops herself from saying she’d never cheat on her husband, because she’s done that. They were already married when she was on the run in Vegas. I know a part of her thought Saint was dead, and this life was behind her, so she had convinced herself it was okay. “I’d never do that to Charlotte,” Ashtyn says instead and adds, “And Haidyn would never do that to his wife.”
I rub my hands on my jeans and stand. “I’m sorry for bothering you.” Stepping into the bedroom, I’m walking toward her door when she stops me.
“You’re right.”
I turn to face her as she steps inside.
“It’s hard to have the life I had and then give it up only to be brought back.” Her watery eyes scan the bedroom. “And it be…different.” She rubs her hands together. “But that’s no excuse for my behavior.” She swallows and it looks like she wants to say more, so I stand where I am and wait.
“I, uh…there was this couple in Vegas…they would come into Glass while I was working. I always thought she was beautiful and she was usually high on drugs.” Ashtyn sighs. “She would offer me some, and of course, I never turned her down.” She rolls her eyes at herself. “There were a couple of times I went home with them.” Tears fill her eyes, and she sniffs. “It was you.”