Total pages in book: 31
Estimated words: 29381 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 147(@200wpm)___ 118(@250wpm)___ 98(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 29381 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 147(@200wpm)___ 118(@250wpm)___ 98(@300wpm)
That’s the last thing I expected him to say. “What? How?”
“Long story I don’t have time to tell now. Unless we can get her into hiding fast, he’s going to figure it out. And she won’t come willingly,” Bram adds darkly. “Today is supposed to be her wedding day.”
Fuck. Of all the shitty timing.
“Does she have any idea?” That she’s the Untouchable? That her life will never be safe or anonymous again?
“Not a clue.” He snorts. “As soon as we bring her here, I’ll fill everyone in. But now, I’ve got to go.”
As sorry as I feel for this woman, a relief I’m afraid to believe, sharp and dizzying, fills me. If he’s right, Tabby is safe from Mathias.
I grab Bram by the shirt. “You’re saying that Mathias no longer needs the information Tabitha’s father begged her to protect with his dying breath? And you’re sure?”
He gives me a curt nod. “Tabitha can’t tell Mathias anything he doesn’t already know, so once you deliver her to Blackbourne, he should never bother her again.”
She’ll be safe, just like that? My eyes narrow. “What are you not telling me?”
A twitch ripples through Bram’s jaw. For a heartbeat, I glimpse the dark part of him surge—hot and volatile. Then he drags in a breath, visibly leashing himself. “The Untouchable’s identity creates complications I don’t have time to detail now. But trust me, this puts her in far more danger than Tabitha ever was. And Duke… Let’s just say his life is going to be hell.”
As Bram disappears, dread slices through me—for this mystery woman, for Duke, and all the Doomsday Brethren. But Tabby being off Mathias’s hit list is a big mercy in all this madness. I melt into the wall with staggering relief. She and my son will be safe. All I have to do to ensure they won’t be caught in the crossfire of this bloody ugly war is to get them far from me and settled with Blackbourne.
Except that means saying good-bye—for good.
That reality claws my composure as I amble back to my room in a daze. My legs move as if they’ve become leaden. Tightness bands my chest, and sharp pains tear through me. Breathing fucking hurts. I can face Mathias, exile, and even death. But I don’t know if I can survive the betrayal on her face when I give her to another man.
Either way, I’ll lose Tabitha forever today. I’ll never know her kiss or her love again. I’ll never hold our youngling. I’ll spend years—maybe decades—fighting for a world she’s happy in and never once be the man she comes home to.
I never imagined this moment would bring me to my knees, like an army of dull knives gouging my soul. But better that than Tabby widowed or dead. Knowing she’s safe has to satisfy me for the rest of my life.
Tabitha
I pace the little bedroom, my hair twisted up at my nape, my skirts I cleaned with a spell swishing around me. Worry jabs my stomach.
When I woke, Raiden was gone. Isn’t that a metaphor for our relationship? Only now, I’m not worrying that he doesn’t love me. After the way he touched me last night, I’m convinced he does. What concerns me now is his safety. Has he left me to fight? Will today be the day Mathias bests Raiden, kills him?
Seven against an army. Staggering odds, to be sure. For the youngling’s sake, I should be happy that Raiden will soon deliver me to another man who will make the baby and me his responsibility.
I’m not.
Instead, I pace the little room and consider my options. I don’t have to be Sean’s mate. My father left me wealthy. I could rebuild the estate and live comfortably, wait for the end of the war…and hope Raiden makes it out alive.
But my parents wanted this match for me, wanted a father for my youngling. Raiden can’t—or won’t—fill the role. I understand, really. If Mathias attacks them here and I have to escape, smuggling a youngling to safety...
Odds are high that Mathias will kill us all.
And Sean is a kind man. He makes me feel secure. As matches go, it’s not a bad one. He’ll never demand my heart and soul, yet he will always put me first. It’s better than many of magickind’s arranged matings. But now that I’ve known love and dizzying pleasure in Raiden’s arms, mere comfort will never be enough for my wayward heart.
Still, how can I naysay my parents’ final wish, especially when Raiden seems determined to fight for this suicidally noble cause and keep me safe.
I can’t. And arguing will only hurt us both more.
A moment later, Raiden enters, resignation all over his face. Dread crashes into the endless pit of my stomach.
I try not to think about the fact that he will never touch me again. From today on, that will be a virtual stranger’s right.