Total pages in book: 58
Estimated words: 53361 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 267(@200wpm)___ 213(@250wpm)___ 178(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 53361 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 267(@200wpm)___ 213(@250wpm)___ 178(@300wpm)
“Yeah.” I didn’t elaborate. Didn’t explain about the families of incarcerated men we supported, the women rebuilding lives after abuse, the children who would otherwise go hungry. The club’s reputation served its purpose, but the reality was more complex than outsiders knew.
We fell into a rhythm, moving between her car and the kitchen, unloading, sorting. I doubted most delivery drivers helped unload beyond setting everything on the nearest flat surface, but the only time she hesitated was when she actually entered the clubhouse. Which is why I’d left the door open.
“You been doing deliveries long?” The question surprised me as much as her. I rarely initiated conversation and never with strangers.
She glanced up from a bag of onions she carried. “About three months. Since I lost my other job.”
I waited, giving her space to continue if she wanted. When she didn’t, I respected the boundary. We all had stories we kept to ourselves.
She’d worn a light jacket last time, but today in just the T-shirt, I could see lean muscle in her arms. Not gym-built. The kind that came from work. She moved like someone accustomed to carrying her own weight, expecting no help but competent enough not to need it.
When she set the last bag on the kitchen counter she pushed a strand of auburn hair behind her ear. The gesture shouldn’t have caught my attention; instead, it made my fingers itch to follow the same path.
“That’s everything,” she said, dusting her hands against her jeans. Her gaze met mine fully now, more direct than before. She didn’t look quite comfortable, but no longer truly afraid.
I followed her back to her car. I have no idea why. She could make her way out of the compound on her own. Instead I found myself moving slowly after her, just… watching.
She reached up to shut the trunk of her car when she paused. Leaning in and reaching far in the back of the trunk, she dragged out two large boxes of eggs and hurried back to the kitchen entrance.
I stepped back from the door to give her room, but she stumbled. I’d intended to reach for the eggs, but it was either catch her or the box. Gravity took over from there. The floor caught the eggs. I had my arms full of warm woman.
“Shit!” Cora gasped, looking up at me in shock. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean…” She trailed off, her eyes wide as she gazed up at me.
I shook my head, not really sure why, only that I never wanted her to be sorry for being in my arms. No matter what the reason. I knew I should let her go. Thing was, she wasn’t fighting and I didn’t have the willpower to let her go on my own. She fit against me in a way that made my chest tighten. Warm. Solid. Real. Her hair smelled like vanilla and clean, bright sunshine that made me want to keep breathing her in. Her hands rested lightly on my shoulders, her fingers curling around the muscles she found.
I knew I should have stepped back the moment I caught her when I’d ensured she had her footing. I should have released her. Instead I held on, arms wrapped around her so she was secure and held like something precious to me. And she still didn’t fight. She didn’t push away or stiffen with fear. She simply looked up at me with those impossibly blue eyes, breath coming fast, and her lips parted.
Around our feet, broken eggs spread in a yellow pool punctuated by shards of white shell. The mess didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except the weight of her against me, the warmth seeping through my shirt into my very soul… the realization that I might not be as completely dead inside as I thought.
Her gaze traveled over my face with an intensity that made my pulse quicken. Her expression shifted. Softened. Something that looked almost like pain flickered across her features.
She lifted one hand with a slow, deliberate movement and reached up toward my face with fingers that trembled slightly. I held perfectly still, not breathing, as those fingers made contact with my skin just below my right eye on my cheek bone.
The touch was featherlight. Gentle in a way I hadn’t experienced in years. Her fingertips traced the small scar there, a pale line about two inches long that I’d stopped noticing a long damn time ago. Courtesy of a shiv in Terre Haute’s exercise yard, a fight that had established early in my sentence that I wouldn’t be an easy target.
“Who hurt you?” Her voice came out barely above a whisper, rough with an emotion I couldn’t identify. She stared at the scar like it personally offended her, like the mark on my face caused her actual pain.
My chest tightened with emotion. Maybe I felt this so much because I hadn’t felt anything in such a long fucking time. But I felt like Cora had caused some kind of fissure in the concrete I’d poured around everything soft and vulnerable around my heart after Sarah’s death.