Total pages in book: 76
Estimated words: 71908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 360(@200wpm)___ 288(@250wpm)___ 240(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 360(@200wpm)___ 288(@250wpm)___ 240(@300wpm)
“Yes, that’s still partly the plan.” His hand starts to stroke my thigh gently, and I fight the urge to crawl into his lap. My cunning, manipulative mastermind.
“You can’t simply take them all out and be done with it,” I tell him.
“I learned that as I watched.” He nods in understanding. “If not them, someone else would slide into their place, which I’d be fine with. My goal was only to destroy the people I despised, but there would be fallout to the community around it.” His expression grows more serious. “There would be fallout around you.” His hand grips my thigh in a possessive hold.
“Now I want the Marinos to be the last ones standing. You to be right at the center. The someone who would lead the new charge. The one person that none of them wanted there. I knew you were capable of filling those places as each family was pulled out.”
“Because there are no snakes in our midst.” We wouldn’t be stabbing each other in the back for territory. We all are of the same beliefs of how things should be run, and Paxton isn’t wrong. This family is growing, and we can handle more.
Me, my siblings, and my cousins are the next generation of Marinos, but there will be generations after us that hold the same values and loyalty to one another. It courses through our veins. We’ve always thought of it on a smaller scale. Paxton has now blown it up, revealing what was right in front of us this whole time.
I stop fighting it and crawl into his lap, straddling him. “And you think I could be the one to lead it all one day.”
“I do.” There is no hesitation in his response. His hands slide to my ass, gripping hold of me.
“You do know this all started with you wanting my hand in marriage so that you’d have a seat at the table,” I say coyly.
“You’ll marry me.” It’s such a turn-on how confident he is.
“And now you’re giving me orders.” One of his hands slides up my back to my neck, and he grips me there.
“When I need to.” I trace his lips with my finger.
“Because I’ll have complete trust in you?”
“That’s the goal.”
“One of your many plans.”
“There is one plan that matters more than the others.”
“Having me.” He lifts me easily, turning to lay me on the bed, coming down over me.
“I will have you.” His mouth goes to the column of my neck. I love when he kisses me there. I grip his hair in my fingers, tugging so he’ll lift his head.
“Then have me,” I tell him. His nose flares, his eyes heating. “We both know there is no going back.”
“Never.” He claims my mouth in a deep kiss. I deepen it further, claiming him right back.
“Pax.” I whimper his name as he starts to remove my clothing. I lie there and simply watch him. I rather enjoy when he does these things to take care of me. It’s not something I’d ever let anyone else do except maybe my mom because I know it pleases her.
This pleases me. He takes his time, in no rush. A sensation blooms in my chest, radiating out into my hands, and I clench them into fists.
“Sunshine?” Paxton takes my wrist, turning my hand over, and I release it. “There is nothing to be nervous or to worry about.”
“That’s what that is.” He kisses one palm and then the other.
“Yes, and here with me. When it’s only us. I take care of you, and you let me. You want that.”
“I do.”
“I’m right here with you. It’s new to me too.”
“What do you feel right now?”
“I don’t think there is a word for what I’m feeling. Everything I have wanted is all coming together. I have you by my side.” A sexy smirk pulls at his lips. They always get me. I didn’t know a smile could be so disarming, but I didn’t know a lot of things before Paxton. “Under me, more precisely, agreeing to be my wife. Giving me the privilege you never thought you’d give another.” I didn’t think I would. “But tonight, I’m going to show you just how beautiful you are and how this body of yours should be worshipped.”
A small gasp leaves me at his words. Paxton moves over me again, pushing me back down into the mattress.
“Let yourself feel it all. Give me that, and I vow to give you everything I have and am.”
“Yes,” I whisper, my fingers brushing across his lips. “You can have me.”
More than that, I want him to have me, all of me. Even the parts I keep hidden from the rest of the world. I want those to belong to him too.
Chapter Twenty-Three
PAXTON
Iclose my eyes, reveling in the fact that Naomi is handing over control to me. She is showing and giving me the most vulnerable part of her. Putting her complete trust in me to love her and worship her the way she should be.