Total pages in book: 11
Estimated words: 10240 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 51(@200wpm)___ 41(@250wpm)___ 34(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 10240 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 51(@200wpm)___ 41(@250wpm)___ 34(@300wpm)
“Right now?” she asks.
I nod my head once, “right now.”
She may not be ready just yet. And I can wait, I can take it slow. But she’s in need and I’m desperate to fulfill those needs.
“I don’t know,” she answers honestly.
“What don’t you know about?”
“I don’t think I trust myself right now,” she smiles slightly letting out a small nervous laugh.
“You don’t need to, just trust me.” I look into her eyes and plead with her to give me this. To give us this. “I still want you Alena. I’ve never stopped wanting you.”
She takes in a sharp breath, her hazel eyes heating with a lust that makes my dick harden.
“I want to,” she whispers.
“What do you want?” I ask her.
“I want to... try it out.” She barely gets the words out, but I heard them and it’s all I need.
ALENA
My heart is racing out of my chest.
What am I even doing?
I feel drunk from the pure seductive nature of this atmosphere. And from him. He always made me weak and he’s doing it again right now.
Seeing him in this very room is a dream come true. But it’s terrifying at same time. I feel like a naive girl all over again. I close my eyes and walk over to the bench. I want to do this. This is why I came here in the first place
This is for me. I need this.
I open my eyes at the thought and the look in Joshua’s eyes pins me in place. It’s predatory and full of lust. The desire evident on his face, but also… lower. His massive cock is hard and the outline of it is pressing against his suit pants.
I close my eyes again as he walks forward.
“Look at me, cherry.” The command in his voice is hard and on edge. It’s a tone he’s only used with me once. I refused it then, but I won’t now.
My eyes meet his piercing gaze.
“Yes?” I almost say sir. Simply because I know the language. I’ve done some research over the years. I’m familiar with this scenario and I want it. I want it desperately. Even if it’s just for now.
Just this one time.
“I want you to lay down on your back on the bench.” My body stiffens at his command. I’m not used to it. It’s not what I anticipated either. I turn to look at the leather seat as my hands drift to the buttons on the top of my dress.
“I didn’t tell you to undress,” my eyes snap to Joshua’s at his words.
“Yes, sir.” The title slips out without my consent and the look on Joshua’s face makes me want to say it again. And again and again. He’s obviously pleased and that makes pride and motivation flow through my body. I hold onto them as I gently lay down on the bench. It’s angled slightly, so my head is lower than my ass and it feels a bit awkward.
“That’s my sweet cherry.” Hearing the praise in Joshua’s voice and the nickname he gave me so long ago fills me with warmth. Cherry. I loved it when he called me that. My thighs clench and my eyes close at the sweet memories of what we once had and what I walked away from all those years ago. But now I have a chance to have it back. I can give him what he’s always needed. I know I can.
As I think the words, he brushes his hands up my thighs and loops his thumbs around my panties. I lift my hips as the thin fabric slides over my ass and he slowly pulls them down my legs. Goosebumps follow his path and my body ignites with an intense need for more.
“If you want me to stop, you’ll say red. Do you understand?”
“Yes,” I breathe the word.
I can’t breathe as he takes them off me and tosses them onto the chair behind him. Oh fuck.
I swallow thickly and wait for his next command. My clit is throbbing with need and my nipples are hardened into peaks. I want him so much, it takes everything in me to just lay here and wait patiently for him.
His large hands grip the inside of my knees and spreads my legs wider. I grip the edge of the bench harder as he lowers himself closer to my bared pussy. I’m fully exposed and feeling a mixture of desire and insecurity. It takes me back to our first time. It’s just like that. All over again.
He pulls my dress up slightly over my hips and stares at my pussy with a hunger I’ve never seen on another man. My lips part with lust. I love the look in his eyes. I’ve missed it. I’ve missed him.
He kneels on the floor and grips my hips, moving my ass and tilting me so I’m where he wants me.