Total pages in book: 103
Estimated words: 98697 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 493(@200wpm)___ 395(@250wpm)___ 329(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 98697 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 493(@200wpm)___ 395(@250wpm)___ 329(@300wpm)
DJ locks her legs around my waist tightly, trying to hold me off with her thighs. I keep driving into her, getting harder by the second. Releasing her hands, I reach for her thighs and open her legs so I can move freely.
She throws her head back with an open-mouthed silent scream. This is more intense than I was going for. Not wanting this to end, I begin to stroke more slowly.
Dipping my head, I pull her nipple into my mouth and gently suck on it. Her walls ripple around me, causing me to begin to suck harder.
I lift my head and look into her eyes. I silently tell her that I love her. I’d die for her. Nothing in my world matters without her.
She nods as if in understanding. That’s all I can ask for.
Deja
It has never been this way between us. This connection. I’m speechless.
It’s like he’s become a part of me. The music is only intensifying the moment. I feel Cole’s love for me.
All my frustration with him takes a back seat to this moment. He pulls out and rolls me onto my stomach. Straddling me, he thrusts back into me while dragging his face against my skin. I become lost in him. He’s so hard, yet gentle.
My senses are on overload. His breath fanning my skin, his hard dick moving in and out of me, the wet feel of his tongue as he licks between my shoulder blades—it’s all taking me higher and higher. I’m no longer sure where he starts and I end.
Even our panting is in sync. I want to whimper his name, but that feels like it might break this spell he has me under. Instead, I clench the sheets, bury my face in the pillow, and silently scream.
I don’t know how long we’re at it, but once he spills into the barrier for the final time, I can barely keep my eyes open. I drift off feeling satisfied and connected to him in an all-new way.
Nothing but Cole, Nothing but Cole, Nothing but Cole.
I giggle in my half-sleep state as I sing the words in my head.
CHAPTER 29
Tell Me Why
Deja
A year later …
I’ve been waiting for Cole to arrive. This was his idea. He wanted to take me to dinner, yet he’s not here.
I’ve been waiting for over an hour. I’m beyond pissed. It’s been getting worse between us. I don’t know if I can keep doing this.
It’s been two years, and I’ve still never been to America. Cole has been plenty, but he never takes me. Again, I’m starting to think I’m the other woman.
Something is just off. I wanted to listen to music in his car the other day while he jumped out to pump gas. I was confused and annoyed when his password he gave me didn’t work.
I tried to shrug it off as him getting a new phone, but it went off in my hand with a text as I sat there. I sat in complete shock, dropping it back into the holder when he went to get back in the car. I can still see the words in my head.
A: Our girl is missing you. She wouldn’t go down for a nap without me sending you a pic of her new dress you bought her. She loves it. Isn’t she cute?
I never got to see the picture. I don’t think I would have been able to remain as calm as I did if I had. I don’t know much about Arnez, but I know the text wasn’t from him, as I had thought the first time I saw a text from A.
He and Seán were in the other car, as they had been in the last year. I played it off as if I didn’t see it when Cole picked up his phone and smiled as he checked his text. I was too shocked and sick to my stomach to ask about it, so I didn’t say anything.
Cole always makes sure to use condoms with me. When I mention babies and when we’ll start to have our own, he always says he wants to be married to me first. I’ve accepted that.
I never fought him on it. However, now I have to wonder if he already has a baby with someone else. Is that the reason he doesn’t want them with me?
Let’s face it, we’re not using condoms because I might give him an STD. Cole knows where I am at all times. I’ve never even thought about cheating on him.
Although if he knows he’s sleeping around, that could be the reason he doesn’t forget to use them. How kind of him.
He would be late for our date. I had planned to confront him tonight. I’ve had time to calm and gather my thoughts.
This is the end, I want out. I grab my mobile to give him a piece of my mind. I don’t even care if he answers. I’ll leave it all in his messages.