Total pages in book: 46
Estimated words: 43402 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 217(@200wpm)___ 174(@250wpm)___ 145(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43402 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 217(@200wpm)___ 174(@250wpm)___ 145(@300wpm)
“You feel good,” I whisper, tears stinging at my eyes. This is what my first time should have been like. That was taken from me and now, I hate it even more. The second time I had sex was by choice, but it was mostly me trying to find something to make me forget the horror I experienced before. It wasn’t good at all, and I began to think there was something damaged in me by Demon’s cruelty. Now I know I was wrong. So freaking wrong. I just needed Blade. He’s the man that I’m meant to be with … forever.
“Are you okay if I move?” he asks, gentler than I’ve ever heard him before. I can see the love all over his face and my heart stutters in my chest.
“I love you so much, Blade,” I whisper, unable to hold it in.
He smiles and begins moving in and out of me. I’m going to take that as a yes,” he says.
“Good,” I whisper. He starts slow, his gaze never leaving mine. I’m grateful. It centers me and I hold on, staying in the present with him like I never thought I could. All I can do is feel the pleasure that is starting to build again. When Blade’s pace picks up and he moves me so that both my legs wrap around his body, as my nails bite into his back, I urge him on. “Don’t stop, Blade. Please don’t stop,” I urge him.
“Nothing in this world could make me stop, Usdi. I’m going to fill you so full of my cum that you’re going to be leaking it out for days,” he exhales, his breathing gruff and choppy.
He’s close to coming. I can feel it instinctively. It feels like his cock is even getting larger. I don’t think that’s possible, but whatever it is, it feels amazing. “Come, Blade. I want to feel you come inside me,” I beg. “Make me yours.”
“You are mine,” he counters. Then, his mouth is against mine and his tongue slides inside. I kiss him hungrily, holding onto him as tight as I can and tightening my inner muscles against his cock as our bodies move together in a rhythm that I’m not sure I ever learned before tonight. I can taste myself on his tongue and at one time I might have thought that would be disgusting, but it’s not. I am his. I belong to him.
“You’re mine,” I mutter back, but it comes out as a hum because he refuses to stop kissing me and I’m not going to argue at all. I feel his hand move between my legs. He massages my clit and I would have thought it impossible, but just that simple touch has me hurling over the edge one more time. I come hard and this time when I do, Blade follows. I can feel rope after rope of hot cum shoot inside me, and I welcome it. “You’re mine,” I repeat when he breaks our kiss, his body still pounding into mine.
“Yours,” he agrees, holding me to him as he continues to ride my body, slowing, but still intent on fucking every last drop of his cum inside me.
Even when he’s done, Blade doesn’t leave me, he stays inside and I’m thankful. I don’t want him to go. “I love you,” I repeat, snuggling into him.
“I love you, too, Usdi. I love you, too.”
It’s the best night of my life and I close my eyes, feeling safe, secure and loved.
I never want the night to end …
16 OLIVIA
The morning light slips through the curtains, soft and gold across the tangled sheets. The air still smells of sex and it makes me smile. Blade’s arm is heavy around my waist, warm and protective. His breath is brushing against the back of my neck. For a few precious moments, I lie still, afraid that if I move, the world will shift and last night will dissolve into a dream.
Then, he murmurs, voice rough with sleep. “I love what you shared with me last night, Usdi. I need you to know that I already knew you had a history that wasn’t pretty. The fact that you shared yourself with me so openly, is everything to me and I don’t take it lightly. I never will. What we’re building together is special and I’m going to be the man by your side in this life. I meant what I said. You’re safe with me—always.”
My heart stutters. I roll to face him, eyes wide. “You knew?” I ask. A million questions roll through my mind. I can’t even identify most of them, but two are screaming at me. How did he know? Did Bear betray me?
Blade studies me, his expression gentle but unflinching. “It’s kind of apparent, Livy. Your words, the reactions you have, the way you flinch sometimes when I touch you, it all adds together that something had to happen to you in the past.”