Beautiful Dream Read Online Paige Laurens (Beautiful #2)

Categories Genre: Chick Lit, Drama, Erotic, New Adult Tags Authors: Series: Beautiful Series by Paige Laurens
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Total pages in book: 89
Estimated words: 87766 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 439(@200wpm)___ 351(@250wpm)___ 293(@300wpm)
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“I AM NOT!”

“Okay,” she backs off, but I can foresee the argument she’s preparing in her head. Hell, I even know what some of it is - that I haven’t slept with anyone since, that I don’t let guys stay over, that I still talk about him, etc.

“I’m not,” I repeat.

“Fine,” she laughs.

“I won’t even call him back, even though I promised I would,” I tell her, just to prove a point.

She smiles, shaking her head, saying nothing as she gets up and walks out. She shuts the door behind her, and I fall on my bed dramatically.

I don’t call him back, just like I told her I wouldn’t. I text him instead.

I stay up until 2am, texting with my old chemistry teacher about nothing at all, and when I finally fall asleep, I dream about board games and beakers.

The next morning, I’m a zombie, going through the motions of getting ready without fully aware of what I’m doing. The cold air that hits me as soon as I leave my dorm is the first thing to actually fully wake me up.

Luke is waiting with one leg propped up against the brick building, holding two cups of steaming hot coffee.

“Good morning sunshine,” he leaps as soon as he sees me.

“You know I hate when you call me that,” I take a cup from him. “How was the Caribbean?”

“Boring,” he admits. “I wish you came.”

“Sorry, I had some stuff to take care of at home.”

“Yeah, that’s what you said,” he hesitates. “You know, I called a few times. Even stopped by your room last night.”

“I know-” I begin my apology, but it’s not necessary.

“You ignoring me, Cunningham?” He teases.

“No,” I stop walking and face him.

“Good,” he smiles before slowly leaning in. I brace myself, trying to ignore the fact that I shouldn’t have to brace myself to kiss my boyfriend. My eyes remain open as his lips meet mine, harsh and… timid. They’re thin and chapped, not soft and powerful, like I remember… No! Don’t even go there!

I pull back, my eyes wide. Luke was the first guy I was able to actually think about without thinking of him, and now it’s happening all over again.

“What’s wrong?” He opens his eyes, his lips still puckered.

“I don’t wanna be late,” I offer a quick smile. “First day and all.”

“Of course you don’t,” he sighs, and we start walking. “So I was thinking… Maybe tonight I could come over?” I look at him quizzically. He usually sort of just shows up without making plans. “You have a single, so it’s better than if you come to my place, and I really missed you.”

“I-” I swallow, scrunching my eyes, unsure of what he’s actually asking, if anything.

“I don’t mean for us to do anything you’re not ready to!” He interrupts quickly, after seeing my reaction. “I just mean for us to maybe spend the night together, with no pressure or presumptions.”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I bite my lip, backing up towards the building my class is in. “I’m a really bad sleeper,” I lie. “You’d end up hating me.”

I leave before he has the chance to say anything more, briskly walking far, far away. My heart feels heavy, beating in my chest stronger than it should, and I run to the nearest bathroom, weaning off the anxiety attack before it hits me full on.

I manage to make it to class only five minutes late. I’m desperately trying to pay attention, as this is the most important class I’ll probably take in my undergrad career, not to mention my very last. It’s my only class this semester, as most of the time I’ll be student teaching.

The professor is droning on about guiding us into a position at a school for the twelve-week student teaching credit, which in turn can lead to a full time position, and in some cases, a full ride to a Master’s degree.

I flip through the tiny syllabus, trying to catch up to where they are, thanks to my lateness. I mill through the written advice, about how to look for and get a job in your preferred school district, until I finally reach the correct page, where he’s outlining the local schools that are known to hire student teachers. That’s when I can’t help but overhear the two girls talking lowly behind me. They apparently spent their entire break securing slots at two of the most sought after Boston schools.

I sink back into my chair. Why didn’t I spend my break doing the same? Why was I so careless as to spend the last week of my time off focusing on a guy, rather than my own future?

Again.

I let my head fall into my hands, cursing a teacher with crystal blue eyes.

I’ve been making out with Luke for ten minutes now. Not that I’m counting. His hands keep wandering lower and lower, while I discreetly try to move them up further and further. I will myself to be into it, trying to ignore the bulge in his pants as his hand brushes my shoulder. I flinch, backing away, because his touch feels off.


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